Little bits

I have my good days and my bad, I have a lot of days that I would't get out of bed if I didn't have to. Those days I think of hidden blessings, even though I don't want to move because it hurts my little one makes me prove to myself that it is still possible, at much slower pace mind you we're still able to get through the day.

Days like today.... My skin has on my face and my arms has started to get little raised bumps on it, it is FRIGGIN itchy so friggin itchy I kept waking myself up last night scratching :( and because I have the rash I've upped my meds which makes my tummy troubles at an all time worse! I crawled out of bed this morning got the monkey up changed her bum and put her in her high chair for her cereal and milk I turned the tv on and bolted to the bathroom. She'll eat her breakfast and yell at me when she's done, I get her cleaned up and then go back to the bathroom and wait for the rumbling and pain to stop.

Magoo bless her little heart, I was still in the bathroom TWO hours after she had finised her breakfast she didn't get fussy once, she didn't bring me her shoes and scream OUT! OUT! (she normally does this AS SOON as she is finised breakfast!) She played with her fisher price farm for a long time making all the sound effects, she brought me a ton of her books and we read them right there in the bathroom. I ask myself at the age of 19 months how can she possibly understand.... but somehow some way she gets it, at least thats what I had convinced myself of sitting in the bathroom this morning.

After lunch I made a point to slather us both in sunsceen and head out for a march march march around the block (the goal really was to poop her out before nap time so that mommy could sleep too) but wouldn't ya know even though we walked ALLLLLLLL the way around the block in the blazing heat of the day the little stinker talked to herself in her bed for an HOUR AND A HALF before she finally fell asleep half an hour before daddy came home! So lesson learned appreciate the little bit of understanding whenever I can get it, because chances aren't it won't last long :)